Sunday, February 29, 2004

uh, i don't feel too well.

...but thats besides the point.
so its a packed weekend! I started it off with ara's suprise party, which was wonderful. Good party, good crowd, good food.

i continued it with tanya's vball game, and a dinner party at AGBU.
Theres more going on today.....should all be good.

just a fwe more weeks before break! buahahaa


Thursday, February 26, 2004

i am Project Manager. hah.


Wednesday, February 25, 2004

i'm trying to fix my roommates internet, its stupid its some conflict with wireless WEP, HP, XP and linksys. drives me nuts!


ok i've been really busy and not updating or reading or responding to emails, i will resume my regular schedule soon....


I had a party at my place saturday it went well, i had lots of fun.

Leo is feeling better or so i hear.



Tuesday, February 24, 2004

haha so with the help of antibiotics im doing very well, but leo got food poisoning.


Sunday, February 22, 2004

oh man i updated but it didnt update. stupid thing.

ok so ya volleyball wasn't so bad. i have strepp throat.


Friday, February 20, 2004

4 hours of sleep + volleyball = death on court.


Thursday, February 19, 2004

ok so i want to know WHO keeps track of this stuff?

and why do i care how many ppl got injured walking on hardwood floors, i have them, just dont try to run and slide and youre awesome.

better yet how could you injure yourself putting pants on?


Wednesday, February 18, 2004

So i want a shiny new full suspension bicycle, and a box of chocolates, and lots of video games and PC games, and a PS2, and an xbox.....

all the Ace of Base Cd's
ABBA Teens CDs
SASH CDs



gimme.


whats with these crazy old people and not realizing that people they live with are DEAD.


Tuesday, February 17, 2004

99.7

it is the score i am hoping for on my midterms, but will not achieve because that is my temperature right now. 99.7 degrees F. my regular daily temp is, 96.8 (no not 98.6).


Jenny has been linkized.


Monday, February 16, 2004

why do BAD things happen to GOOD people.

i'm not even talking about myself at this point...

one of my good friends got into a car accident the other night....this is only a short while after her last visit to the hospital for other reasons. it was a pretty big accident from the little that i heard about, the car flipped. Actually i dont know anythign about it all, i just heard about ti and it happened like what? 4 days ago? ya 4 days. she wouldn't tell me anything about it, i guess shes too shooken up. why do BAD things happen to GOOD PEOPLE????!!???


ok now back to me... I'm a little pissed off that i didn't get to ehar about it sooner. I mean i would have much rather i was there to visit her and shit. NO ONE TOLD ME. NO ONE bothered to call me at all and tell me. What is god forbid it was a little more serious and she was in the hospital, and no one had told me, and i never visited her??? and then it was over and i would have never even known it was near being over at all??? how much would that suck. I'm a little shaken up over it as well, i mean A) i don't want to lose any of my friends or see them in any sort of pain. B) NO ONE TOLD ME!


aside from that i've been having problems with myself about various things, and the stress of school has made it very easy for everything to come pouring out, and its no fun. and i HATE IT.

good ppl, bad things.

in the end i guess im just happy shes ok.


Sunday, February 15, 2004

this SUCKS.


school made this weekend one of the worst weekends yet.

stupid school, hate you i hate you i hate youuuuuuu.


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Saturday, February 14, 2004

The trouble with life is theres no background music!


wow, truth....it rings so clear.


Remember kids, the sun always shines on TV!

ya i think that line is important. especially with valentines coming up and all those valentines TV specials etc.....no everyones life isn't perfect like the ones on TV...everyone's life is just as messy as yours

"Touch me
How can it be
Believe me
The sun always shines on T. V
Hold me
Close to your heart
Touch me
And give all your love to me
To me...

I Reached inside myself
And found nothing there
To ease the pressure of
My ever worrying mind
All my powers waste away
I fear the crazed and lonely looks
The mirror's sending me
These Days
Please don't ask me to defend
The shamefull lowlands
Of the way I'm drifting
Gloomily through time

I reached inside myself today
Thinking there's got to be some way
To keep my troubles distant

Touch me
How can it be
Believe me
The sun always shines on TV
Hold me
Close to your heart
Touch me
And give all your love to me "


Friday, February 13, 2004

Ouch....i never want a shark attached to my leg


STUPID STUPID..........mumble grumble.

So i finally get around to going to the lab and programming and i just get into it and WHAM server crashes and we are informed it will not be up for at least another hour. There goes my drive to program.


Wednesday, February 11, 2004

pamela says i expect too much from life.


Mr. Minutes, I Love You.
So we just got our cingular wireless bill. Now i share this account with two other family members. Generally the bill format is two pages summary then each phone has its own section outlineing every move you made with your phone. This month our bill didn't come in a regular envelope, it came in one of those big ones...
In total it was 29 pages long, and my phones summary was pages 14-29. so when you think about it, i used 15 pages, 2 pages were summary, and the other 2 phones used 12 pages total....6 pages each. All this means is that i really did use the 1.810 minutes + 313 text messages that the prebill summary said i used. i'm almost proud of myself. Oh i'd like to thank Mr. minutes, Mr. Rollover Minutes for making this month not a disaster, just a fun read.




next month, i'll go for 2,000 minutes ONLY used during nights and weekends...yeehaw. Mr. minutes needs to recover for a few billing cycles.

oh and yeah the title was referring to Mr. Rollover Minutes, not Mr. Daytime Minutes. I hate Mr. Daytime Minutes, his services are too expensive.


what was the first line out of my mouth this morning (after i turned off my alarm clock at 7am)?

"I hate you morning, you ruin my day!"


Tuesday, February 10, 2004

The balance between complex human beings is always about paradox. Why expect anything else?


Sunday, February 08, 2004

Sweet dreams are made of these....dun dun dun dun dun......

but not these.
I hate homework. How bout you?

ok ok wait I digress.

Thursday night, I had ara and nairi and company over at my place, it was a good time, saw a few people I hadn't seen in a while. It was really good seeing ara again...

so last night I went to an SC basketball game to watch Leo yell, and I took Tanya with me. I think im transforming her to a true SC fan, its awesome. We all had a great time. We lost again, of course. :-(

I have shit loads of midterms and hw coming up. I want to hide, and find what sweet dreams are made of.

ok roommate drama. So A. There's housing drama, what will happen next year, etc. I don't even want to get into that. its nuts its crazy, I wish I could just explain everything that was on my mind and then it would be so much easier, but no, we have to be polite and civil. blah. Aside from that I don't understand why everyone is so freaking messy. Really, what's the big deal, you take shit out, put it away. I had everyone over Thursday and it was so embarrassing at how dirty our living room is. NONE OF IT IS MINE. Why cant they just be clean? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?

what else? Ok so I want to get a guitar, but now I don't know which one I want....costco.com has 3, but WHICH ONE? Do I want acoustic or electric?

*sniffle* which guitar?? I am lost. LOL, oh if only picking a guitar was the biggest drama in my life, IF ONLY.


Saturday, February 07, 2004

i'll explain later but for now, lets note. USC basketball game (tanya, leo). dirty roommates (ugly living room). stupid midterms (is it the middle of the semester? no).


this should be a weekend of sleeping...and sleeping....but no i have so much work. no sleep. bastards.


Thursday, February 05, 2004

Holy shit, i think i would have noticed a little sooner...


Good Ol Matchbox 20
3am

She says it's cold outside and she hands me my raincoat
She's always worried about things like that
She says it's all gonna end and it might as well be my fault
And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining
(Chorus)
She says baby
It's 3am I must be lonely

When she says baby
Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes
Says the rain's gonna wash away I believe it

She's got a little bit of something, God it's better than nothing
And in her color portrait world she believes that she's got it all
She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to
And she only sleep when it's raining
And she screams and her is straining
(Chorus)
She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to
And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days
She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
But outside it's stopped raining
(Chorus)


Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Let the beat go ON. on and on....

I hate working up early after a late night.

have i mentioned my cs480 prof yet? she cant say Z she says G instead, so its the G axis, and the G i dont know what....if you forget who is talking to you, you can get very very confused "where is G??"


Monday, February 02, 2004

They are Persian and they break plates... its an mp3 file, its hillarious go listen.


so GARBAGE is in a studio in LA recording....i want them i need them oh baby oh baby.

where are they, what studio, if you can find them and take me to them, well i will worship you like no other.


uuhmmm, so ive been lagging on the posting, sorry.

ok i dont know when it was, i think last weekend but is aw along came polly (A-), it was really funny.

this weekend saturday i saw Calendar girls, then i ate at el torito....so i go to the bathroom in eltorito and i hear a sound like some banging something against the toilet seat and then a woman from that stall says "BRRAAAVVVOOOOO" and then you hear a child begin to cry hysterically. what was that all about?
Anyway then we chilled at my house then i slept.

not sunday, well sunday i got invtied to go drive BMW's on a closed course, so i went and i had an awesoem time. there was a skid pad and brake testing...it was lots of fun....

now im back to SCHOOL. sucks man. but oh well life goes on.